Day 610—How I
use my hot flash to support myself 3
Kinesiology
In the session
of Kinesiology the Kinesiologist told me that in relation to my hormone problem,
what tested out was that mostly it has something to do
with my internal conversation in relation to a specific person which is my
father, and those backchats towards and in relation to my father are charged
with positive feelings as well as negative emotions and those emotions also been
tested out is insensitive, reserved, weary, cold, uncaring and unresponsive,
which already become my own emotions patterns through copying and learning from
and with my father to protect myself as a protection mechanism and those are
located in the mind level of subconscious, unconscious, quantum mind, quantum
physical.
Within the session I also crossed reference and clarified some other
questions related to hot flash and thus I knew the intensity and duration would
be influenced by the level of what is going on in the mind that I am
participating and believing in my backchat. And I also confirmed the royal
jelly and exercise is helping, also I can massage my foot to ground myself, and
I got some suggestions of EQAFE interviews to support my process.
I was quite astonished and excited to know
all these information at once, and with the backchat in relation to my father I
recalled not long ago I had a thought about he didn’t response to my recent
sickness with a slight of those emotions attached to it and also some memories
of my childhood, however I actually dealt with the major conflicts and emotions
towards my father in my teenage years and that had made us quite in an equal
communicated relationship for a long time already.
Then I realized, yes, those emotions and
personalities has become me already, and that belongs to one of my major personalities
and for recent two years since I am actively making friends and finding
potential partners and which is quite an emotional process…, so obviously, I
had applied those mind patterns to those potential partner relationships, it
could be the reason my hot flash was getting serious and it is clear that I still
had quite some mind patterns need to face and to stop the relevant thoughts and
memories and thus solve problems with my relationship and my body conditions.
Now I got the
names and clues of emotions related to my relationships and personalities which
manifested as the backchat in the mind, so every time when the hot flash
coming, I can be more easily aware of and trace back to the internal
conversations and imaginations in my mind that had things to do with the
emotions and relationship personalities.
It is quite an
interesting journey for me to investigate and analyze all the connections and
sources, and I also in the end of a day wrote down the memories I can assess to
those thoughts and emotions, and within the realization I deconstruct and do
self-forgiveness and commit myself to stop those internal conversation towards
those relationships. Since I had dealt with my relationships for years, it is
now more easy and effective, although there are still some of the hot flash
that I don’t have clear clue where they are coming from, however merely doing
this part had already reduced some of the occurrences, so the hot flash pattern everyday new become the immediate feedback point for how effective I can dealt
with and stop the relationship patterns.
To be continue……
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